Okay, in this entry, I'm skipping all drama and telling you events.
Where to start...Where to start....

1. I'm finally dating again after 2 months of being single and bored.
No, I'm not with Zach again. He's a lost cause.
2. My boyfriend's name is Jammie. He's 21. I've known him since I was 17.
3. My 20th birthday is coming up soon. September 5th.
4. Amelia moved to Greenwood to live with her ass of a dad.
5. One of my best friends in the whole world...died on July 3rd.
He fell asleep behind the wheel, drove into the creek before anyone could get to him and he died.
My ex called me the morning it happened and I cried for over 5 hours that day.
Yesterday was my friend's funeral. I couldnt make it.

Jeffery Adam Ramey
August 3, 1989 - July 3, 2009
Rest in Peace baby.

*sighs*
At this point, I'm trying to take one day a time and just live with the fact that Jeffery Adam is not coming back.
But it's so hard to swallow at this point, you know?

I do know that I'll be mourning about this for a very long time.
I just wish he was still here...
I think we all do. (my friends who were close with him as well.)

I think I'll go and say more later when I can think.

Yeah it's definitely been a while since I updated this last.

1. On February 6, I got with my now husband Jacob.
2. On February 8, we did a Wiccan hand fasting and are now married by Wiccan law.
3. I spent my Feb vacation at home. It was okay. Nothing special.
4. Still working my ass off to get my GED and apply for college.
5. Still working my ass off to get into Modeling.
6. Still a VF addict.
7. Working on getting Jacob here with me by June.
8. Amelia didnt move during Feb vacation. Yay!
9. Attempting to get more poems and photography up on here.
10. Attempting to learn how to do photo edits since I have GIMP now. *gooby face*


Mannnnn....I need more madd skillz yo!
xD

Wow, it seems I dont update this thing as often as I should. Probably doesnt help that I spend a lot of time on VampireFreaks.com.
So much shit has happened..fuck I cant even put words to it anymore. It's just so fucked up.

1.Broke up with Josh England in June.
2. Started dating Zachary Mertz like a week later.
3. The 18th of this month, Zach broke up with me for the 5th time in a 6 month span and is dating his ex best friend's girlfriend.
4. I'm single for now and actually attempting to look and not wait for Zach to get off his ass and realize he misses me. Fuck that.
5. Josh and I have officially been friends for a year. It's great.
6. Christmas is in 3 days and I'm actually miserable about it. I'm in a "Who cares if it's Christmas?" mood.
7. I'm thinking of making plans to leave Maine for like a week in February because it'll be the 10 year anniversary my papa died. Yeah...I dont wanna be around family for that. Too depressing.
I just dunno where I wanna go yet. I WAS supposed to be going to Pennsylvania to see Zach...but yeah that obviously didnt work out like I had hoped.
8. I'm working to get my GED since I was screwed out of my high school credits.
9. By January, I will be an amateur model. Go me!

Yeah...I think that's all I can actually think of right now. Maybe I'll update later.

Quick update first.
1. Got kicked out of Brian's appartment back in Augusta. Back with living with my parents.
2. Dated Shane Blodgett, got pregnant and had a miscarriage.
3. Kenny McDonald came back into my life after 10 years.
4. Dated Glenn for a week...=/
5. Dated Kenny, failed relationship.
6. Started dating Joshua England and became engaged.
7. Dropped out of school. Going to repeat my senior year.


Okay, that's the basics.
Kenny tried to ruin the relationship I'm in right now and failed.
Josh became protective and sent Kenny a message on myspace.
I got caught in the crossfire, but Kenny backed down and hates me.
Whatever.
At least I know who my friends are.


*Thanks Glenn. I appreciate you more than you'll ever believe.*

Well..
I dont exactly update my journal all that often.
I've been posting my poetry like madd though.
You people should read it....and comment?
It would be nice.


kthxbye