Okay, in this entry, I'm skipping all drama and telling you events.
Where to start...Where to start....

1. I'm finally dating again after 2 months of being single and bored.
No, I'm not with Zach again. He's a lost cause.
2. My boyfriend's name is Jammie. He's 21. I've known him since I was 17.
3. My 20th birthday is coming up soon. September 5th.
4. Amelia moved to Greenwood to live with her ass of a dad.
5. One of my best friends in the whole world...died on July 3rd.
He fell asleep behind the wheel, drove into the creek before anyone could get to him and he died.
My ex called me the morning it happened and I cried for over 5 hours that day.
Yesterday was my friend's funeral. I couldnt make it.

Jeffery Adam Ramey
August 3, 1989 - July 3, 2009
Rest in Peace baby.

*sighs*
At this point, I'm trying to take one day a time and just live with the fact that Jeffery Adam is not coming back.
But it's so hard to swallow at this point, you know?

I do know that I'll be mourning about this for a very long time.
I just wish he was still here...
I think we all do. (my friends who were close with him as well.)

I think I'll go and say more later when I can think.